Post by Maria on Aug 7, 2007 7:07:43 GMT -5
Toni asked this to be posted!
The Orange was sometimes for me thinking I don’t have the right things to ware, always think I look ugly and have these little ego things that would come up in the Orange and I think I am past it. But it would linger through the levels and it is my perception. Its like how can I look in the mirror and the reflection is so distorted. You think about people who are so much wanting to lose weight, they seem themselves as fat even though the mirror says they may be very thin. It’s a distorted image at how you are looking at their life. This is how we can look at other people. When we are not clear about ourself than we cannot see anyone else and we perceive someone as being off or distorted in their own energy. I have never shared this and this is what I wrote for the teachers manual OUTRAGEOUS ORANGE OR HUES OF ILLUSION
Now that you made it out of bed and feel like you are almost going to live through this, you may have this funny feeling of dizziness and being in an off-balanced state of mind. It may even feel slightly like you are pregnant. Not to worry, you are simply opening the center of perception. The frequency of this particular ray may affect you in this rather unusual way. Does that pertain to anyone?
The first question arises. Why does this seem to be so difficult? Well, you have been around for quite some time, and so has the earth and its inhabitants, and things in around you are not getting better. The air and water is polluted, human consciousness is distorted. When it comes to your guts, there are situation that you just can't stomach. When this energy is brought forth and activated, it starts to unlock the psychic energy that has stored itself in your perceptive body. (Toni: So its like we have stored energy from our experiences and we have been bouncing back and forth from different challenges)
I know up until now you didn't quite believe you had a perceptual body. If you look back over your life, you may have incidences when you felt very uncomfortable around crowds of people. Sometimes, when talking to perhaps just one individual you may have wanted to back away. (Toni: Its like sometimes you will feel overwhelmed or invaded by someone but don’t judge yourself)
This is the perceptive-self that is picking up on non-verbal communications. Look back over your life. Can you pick out certain times when this applied? Even now as you are in the light work, don't you seem to be more aware of the unseen and unspoken.
Increases in this come about when your magnetic field of energy becomes lighter and clearer. You have a strong vibration around you that magnifies as lighter waves. When you bump into another energy field that is sending out bad vibes you experience it quite noticeably. (Toni: This is Orange and you are becoming very aware.)
Antoinette Moltzan
courseinlight@earthlink.net